第1章
After transmigrating into a "redemption" novel, I found the story’s ultimate villain, Nate, shivering in a rain-slicked Chicago alley, scavenging for scraps in a dumpster.
I spent years dragging him out of that filth.
When the System informed me that his "Affection Meter" had reached 100%, I didn’t choose to leave. Instead, I spent every hard-earned point I had to buy him a miracle: a pair of bright, seeing eyes.
Years later, Nate became a titan of industry. And like every man who forgets where he came from, he started playing the game of "the one who got away."
When someone mentioned me—the woman who had stood by him when he was nothing—he merely scoffed:
"She’s just the help that stayed too long. A plain Jane. Forgettable."
"What successful man doesn’t have a few muses on the side?"
I simply smiled, turned inward, and woke the System that had been silent for years. I told it I wanted to go home.
The System was stunned:
[But you don’t have enough points left!]
I smiled. "Not enough? Then take back the points I spent on his eyes. Let him go dark again."
"And then, rewind the clock. Let him keep his memories, but put him right back in that alley, eating scraps from the trash."
1
[Host, are you certain you want to trigger a Time Regression?]
The System was silent for a long time.
Until I whispered the words.
"Confirm."
My voice was barely a breath. "Only a man who has seen the light can truly understand the agony of losing it. I want him to feel that helplessness again."
The System sighed.
[But those points... you spent years scraping them together. You were supposed to use them to neutralize Dominic and ensure Nate’s seat at the top.]
I didn’t answer.
Help him? Help Nate destroy the original protagonist—the man Nate had driven into the shadows just because I appeared?
If I were still trying to pave the way for Nate at this point, then I, Elena, would be the world’s biggest fool.
The night wind was biting.
I stood outside The Stellar, an exclusive private club. Nate’s black Maybach was idling at the foot of the stairs. The license plate ended in 7749—a number I’d helped him pick because he said it felt like a lucky charm.
The bouncer at the door gave me a nervous look for the third time tonight.
"Ma'am... I’m really sorry. Mr. Miller isn't available right now."
He couldn’t even bring himself to call me "Mrs. Miller" anymore.
I looked at him calmly. I didn't try to force my way in.
"Fine. I understand."
As I turned to leave, I caught a glimpse of a slender silhouette fluttering past the floor-to-ceiling windows on the second floor.
[Host?]
The System chimed again.
[I don’t understand. You could have gone back to your original world and used those points to buy a perfect, wealthy life. Your parents are still waiting for you.]
The neon lights of the city blurred in my vision. I tilted my head back, forcing the tears to stay put.
"I know. That’s why I’ve changed my mind. I want to go back. But first..."
"In my world, I wasn't poor. I don't need the points for money. If I’m leaving, I’m making sure everything returns to the starting line."
Before I transmigrated, I was a sophomore in college. My father was a real estate mogul worth billions; my mother was a tenured professor. I had grown up in a house built of love and security.
Maybe that was why I was so weak. Why, when I saw that blind boy huddled in the filth of that alleyway, I felt a pity I should have never entertained.
His name was Nate Miller.
The designated villain of this world.
Blind, beaten, his face a mess of bruises and blood, yet he had been clutching a discarded, half-eaten burger like it was a holy relic.
My original mission was to "save" the male lead, Dominic Thorne, and prevent Nate from killing him.
But I had stood by that dumpster and watched Nate lift those cloudy, sightless eyes toward me. I watched him hide his scrap of food behind his back like a scared stray.
I changed my tether. I made Nate my mission.
Six years of living side-by-side. Somewhere along the way, I lost my perspective.
To keep him alive, I abandoned my own kindness. I orchestrated the downfall of Dominic—the golden boy of the city—making him lose everything overnight. Dominic hadn't done anything wrong, but I broke him anyway.
And Nate? Nate climbed over the bodies I laid down for him, using the resources and connections I built, moving from the gutter to the clouds.
The day the mission succeeded and his affection hit 100%, I stood on the rooftop, ready to leave.
He found me. He couldn't see the path; he tripped, his knees hitting the concrete hard. His hands fumbled until they gripped my ankles.
"Elena," he rasped. "Where are you going? Don't leave me."
Looking at his bruised, trembling form, I didn't just stay. I spent every point I’d saved over three years to buy him a pair of eyes.
The moment he could see, he held me and sobbed like a child. He called it the second miracle of his life.
I was the first.
But what did that matter now?
Our wedding was supposed to be in seven days.
But three days ago, I went to his office to drop off his tuxedo. I stood outside the door and heard the laughter from within.
"Nate, your girl really stepped up for you. You owe her everything."
He chuckled. The sound was cold. "Her? She was just... convenient."
He exhaled a cloud of smoke. "The person who was really there for me when it mattered was different. I was starving in that alley, and a girl gave me a simple grilled cheese sandwich. I can still taste it today. That was the only kindness I ever truly felt."
The girl he was talking about was Seraphina.
A preschool teacher who lived paycheck to paycheck.
One winter, when he was blind and starving, she had handed him a sandwich. That was it. No long-term connection, no sacrifice. Just one sandwich.
And he had obsessed over her ever since.
Now that he was powerful, he not only craved grilled cheese, but he’d spent two years tracking her down.
I stood outside that door, clutching the suit I’d spent all morning ironing.
I heard his friend ask, "What about the wedding next week?"
Nate laughed. "I’ll swap the bride for Seraphina that morning. Let Elena enjoy her fantasy for a few more days. Consider it my parting gift for her 'services'."
Finally, my tears fell.
A grilled cheese sandwich.
Against six years of my youth. Thirty thousand points for his eyes. A scar across my body from the time I took a blade for him.
I lowered my hand to my flat stomach.
That wound had come from a broken, vengeful Dominic. He had tried to kill Nate, and I had jumped in the way.
The last thing I heard before I blacked out in the ER was the doctor saying:
"We can’t save the uterus. We have to perform a total hysterectomy."
I would never have children.
He forgot that. He forgot that compared to a sandwich, I had paid with my body, my future, and six years of my life.
And the very eyes he used to look at Seraphina were mine to give.
What was it all for?
I called the System again. "During the Time Regression, how many people can retain their memories?"
The System paused. [With your current points, only three. Including the Male Lead.]
Three.
I gripped my phone. In the freezing wind, I suddenly laughed.
"System, set the regression point to seven days from now."
Right at the moment he tries to swap me for Seraphina at the altar. I want him to remember exactly how high he climbed before he falls back into the dark.
When I pushed open the front door of our penthouse, Nate was sitting on the sofa.
Beside him stood a woman in a light blue floral dress. She had a small, delicate face and watery eyes. She looked like a gust of wind could knock her over.
Seraphina.
I didn't even look at her. My gaze landed on Nate’s eyes.
Dark, piercing, brilliant.
I remembered when they were gray and hollow, reflecting nothing but endless night.
Nate frowned. "What are you staring at?"
I smiled. "Your eyes. They’re beautiful."
I paused. "I was just wondering... if you were back in the dark, do you think you’d still be able to find your grilled cheese?"
2
Nate’s expression shifted instantly, like a predator scenting a threat.
"Elena, what the hell is that supposed to mean?"
I pulled my gaze away and let out a soft laugh. "Nothing."
Nate watched me for a few beats. He didn't press further; instead, he turned and took Seraphina’s hand.
"Elena, I want to introduce you properly. This is Seraphina."
I watched as he held her hand like a piece of fragile porcelain.
"She’s the one who saved me years ago. I’ve told you about the sandwich. I never forgot her."
He paused, his eyes sweeping over me with a cold neutrality.
"She’s staying here from now on. We’re going to be a family."
A family.
I looked at him, and for the first time, the absurdity of it made me want to howl with laughter.
"A family? What kind of family, Nate?"
His face darkened. "Don't start."
"I’m just saying," I said, meeting his eyes directly. "If a single sandwich makes someone 'family,' you’re remarkably cheap."
"Elena—"
"No, let’s talk about it. Nate, when the Chen syndicate was hunting you down and they had you cornered in that shipping container at the docks, who dragged you out while the blades were swinging? When Dominic’s men had a gun to your head during the Southside turf war, who stood in front of you?"
I lifted the edge of my shirt, exposing the jagged, ugly scar across my abdomen.
"This blade took my ability to ever have a child. The doctors said I’m hollow inside. So tell me, is a grilled cheese sandwich equal to six years and a mutilated body?"
The living room fell into a deathly silence.
Seraphina lowered her head, looking small, while Nate’s face turned a bruised shade of purple.
I wanted to ask if a sandwich was worth discarding his bride at the altar seven days from now. But there was no point.
"What I have with her is none of your business," Nate snapped. "Do you think because you did those things, I’m supposed to be your slave for life? I’m grateful, but I won’t be controlled."
Seraphina shrunk back, clutching the hem of her dress. Her eyes welled up perfectly. "Elena... I’m so sorry. I didn't mean to disrupt your life. Maybe I should just go..."
She didn't move an inch.
Nate gripped her hand tighter. "You aren't going anywhere. This is your home. No one has the right to kick you out."
He glared at me, waiting for the explosion.
"Fine," I said.
Everyone froze.
"You say she’s family? Then let her stay."
I picked up my bag from the console table. My voice was flat, empty.
"By the way, I pay the housekeeper out of my own accounts. If you want someone to clean up after her or cook her meals, don't look at me."
Nate looked at me, stunned. He had expected a fight, a breakdown, a screaming match. He didn't know what to do with my sudden compliance.
He opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
I didn't give him a second look. I walked out.
The March wind in Chicago cut through my coat. I stood on the sidewalk, looking at the glittering skyline of a city that felt more like a tomb than a home.
[Host.]
The System’s voice echoed in my mind.
[The Regression has been initiated.]
I blinked. "I thought it didn't start for seven days?"
[It’s a progressive erosion.]The System paused. [Starting now, the things around him will begin to vanish. Contracts, connections, resources. Then his influence, his territory, his wealth. At midnight on the seventh day, the reset will be complete. He will return to that alleyway eight years ago—blind and broken.]
[He will remember everything he possessed while watching it slip through his fingers one piece at a time.]
The corners of my mouth curled up.
Good.
"Elena!"
A sharp voice cut through the air behind me.
I stopped and turned. Seraphina was standing on the steps of the club. She looked nothing like the "fragile flower" from ten minutes ago.
She held her chin high, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips.
"So what if it was just a sandwich?" she sneered. "He remembered it for eight years. He never even mentioned your scar or your 'sacrifice' to me. It clearly didn't mean that much."
I said nothing.
She stepped closer, her voice dropping to a hiss. "You think you’ve won because he’s letting you keep the wedding? There’s a surprise coming for you at that altar, Elena. A big one."
I narrowed my eyes. "Is that so?"
Seraphina bit her lip, holding back the rest of her secret, her eyes dancing with malice. "You'll see."
I looked at her coldly and turned away. In my mind, I spoke to the System.
"System. The second slot for memory retention? Give it to Seraphina."
I wanted her to remember. I wanted her to remember every arrogant word she said tonight. And when the world reset, I wanted her to be stuck with a blind, penniless man in a gutter with nothing but the memory of the life she almost had.
The System chimed: [Confirmed.]
Just then, a scream erupted behind me.
I looked back. Seraphina had thrown herself onto the pavement. Tears were streaming down her face instantly.
"Elena! I just wanted to apologize! Why did you push me?"
Her voice was perfectly pitched to reach Nate, who was already sprinting out of the club’s entrance.
"Elena!"
Nate reached us and grabbed my arm, his grip bruising.
Those eyes—the ones I had given him—were burning with rage.
"You better have a damn good explanation for this."
3
Nate’s gaze was ice.
I looked at him, and for a second, I saw the ghost of the man he used to be.
The year he was ambushed and nearly paralyzed from the waist down. He was blind then, huddled in a hospital bed. I was the one who bathed him, who massaged his legs every single day so they wouldn't wither.
Back then, his face would flush with shame to his ears, his sightless eyes fixed on the wall, his whole body stiff with humiliation.
Once, a subordinate walked in while I was helping him turn over and joked, "Boss, your girl is basically a glorified nurse."
Even without eyes, Nate had fumbled until he found my hand.
But now?
"Elena!" He tightened his grip. "She’s the reason I’m here. How could you put your hands on her?"
"Explanation?" I interrupted. "Explanation for her throwing herself on the ground? Nate, did you see me push her? Did your precious 'miracle' eyes actually witness it?"
"She has no reason to lie!"
"And I have no reason to stay." I looked up at him. "You keep saying she’s the reason you’re here today. If she hadn't given you that sandwich, you’d be dead. Fine. But if I hadn't been there, even if she’d fed you every day, would you be standing here? Would you have those eyes?"
"My recovery was a miracle," he said, his voice low and certain. "It had nothing to do with you."
"A miracle. Right." I glanced at Seraphina, who was sobbing into her hands. "What if I told you I bought that miracle?"
Seraphina’s crying hit a sudden, sharp hitch.
Nate was about to snap back when his phone vibrated.
He answered it. Three seconds later, the color drained from his face.
"What? Confirmed? I literally signed the term sheet this morning. How could it fall through?"
He hung up, the argument with me suddenly forgotten. He didn't even look at me as he helped Seraphina up and hurried back toward his car. The look he gave me before he left was a warning—a "we'll deal with this later."
The System’s voice chimed.
[Host, that phone call? The multi-million dollar merger he’s been working on for three months was just officially voided.]
The erosion had begun.
[Also,]the System continued, [his offshore accounts in the Caymans were just flagged and closed. Approximately 34 million dollars, gone.]
I blinked. "Does he know yet?"
[Not yet. The notification will hit his desk at 9:00 AM tomorrow.]
I leaned against a streetlamp and let out a long, slow breath.
Good.
Over the next few days, I didn't go back to the penthouse. He didn't come looking for me.
But the reports from my "eye in the sky" (the System) were constant. Nate wasn't sleeping. Agreements he’d settled weeks ago were suddenly being questioned. Turf he’d secured was being reclaimed by rivals who seemed to "forget" they’d ever surrendered.
Time was leaking backward.
Seraphina, however, was living the dream. She was charging wedding hair-pieces to his cards, picking out a getaway car, acting like the queen of the manor. I couldn't wait for her to realize she was picking out accessories for a life that was about to disappear.
To ensure Nate—the great villain—would never rise again, I made one more stop.
I drove to a private psychiatric facility on the outskirts of the city.
I pushed open the door to a high-security suite and saw a man sitting by the window. Broad shoulders, long legs, a sharp jawline that even the hospital gown couldn't diminish.
But his eyes were hollow, like a lamp that had run out of oil.
Dominic Thorne.
The original hero of this story.
If I hadn't intervened, he would be at the top of the world. Instead, he was here, refusing to even take the pills the nurse offered.
"I’m not crazy," he muttered to himself. "Things don't just vanish. I had the signatures. I had the proof."
I sat down across from him.
"You’re right. You aren't crazy."
He looked up sharply, his eyes narrowing. "Did Nate send you? Or are you here to finish what you started with that knife?"
"Do you want to know how it all disappeared?"
There was a flicker of life in his eyes.
On the bench in the garden, I told him everything. Transmigration, the System, Nate’s betrayal, and the Time Regression.
Dominic listened in silence.
"You’re insane," he said finally. "You’re telling me I’m a character in a book? And I lost my life because you played God with a 'System'?"
"Yes."
He laughed—a harsh, jagged sound. "Elena, you’re the one who belongs in this ward."
"Do you want revenge or not?"
The laughter died.
"The wedding is in two days. Show up. You won't just get to humiliate Nate; I’ll give you the third slot. You’ll keep your memories. When the clock resets, you’ll be the protagonist again. You’ll have the foreknowledge to take everything back before Nate can even crawl out of his alley."
A long silence followed. The fire in Dominic’s eyes began to smolder.
"I’m in."
I pulled a gold-embossed invitation from my bag and set it on his lap.
"See you at the wedding."
When I got back to my hotel, it was nearly 11:00 PM. Nate was standing in the lobby.
He looked like a wreck. His suit was rumpled, his eyes were bloodshot, but there was a frantic energy about him.
He saw me and straightened up.
"Elena!" his voice was hoarse. "Things are going wrong. Everything I touch is falling apart. It’s like the world is unravelling."
He paused, looking at me with a desperate intensity.
"The wedding is in three days. I’m scared..."
4
"Scared? That’s new for you."
I leaned against the marble pillar of the lobby, my tone light. "Scared of what? That you’ll pick the wrong bride?"
Nate’s eyes tightened. His Adam’s Apple bobbed.
I watched him. The erosion was carving lines into his face. The untouchable aura he’d carried for years was leaking out of him.
"Don't overthink it," I said, stepping closer. My voice was smooth, soothing. "The wedding will go exactly as planned."
He looked at me, something shifting in his gaze—guilt, maybe? Or just the desperate need for an anchor. He suppressed it.
"You’re different, Elena. You used to be..."
"I used to be what?"
"It didn't matter what I did," he whispered. "You always came back."
He said it so naturally.
He was so used to me being his safety net that he’d stopped seeing me as a person. I was just a constant, like gravity.
"It’s late, Nate. Go home."
He didn't move. He lowered his head. "Elena, it’s not just the business. It’s the world. It’s supposed to be spring, but it started snowing tonight. The cherry blossoms outside the office... they turned into winter buds. People think I’m losing my mind because they don't remember the flowers."
I remained silent for two seconds.
"So you remember? You remember me asking you to go see the cherry blossoms with me?"
He looked up, a spark of hope in his eyes. "You remember too?"
I looked into those eyes—the eyes I gave him—and said, "I remember everything."
He slumped, his shoulders dropping in relief. He even managed a tiny, shaky smile.
"I’m tired. I’m going up," I said, turning toward the elevator.
The System’s chime was like a bell tolling.
[Tomorrow, his three biggest partners in Shanghai will pull their funding. Estimated loss: 420 million.]
[On the wedding day, his assets will hit zero. Nate Miller will have nothing.]
The next morning, Seraphina showed up at the hotel.
She was wearing a white trench coat I’d bought for myself months ago, strutting through the lobby in stilettos.
"Elena, Nate is tied up with 'emergencies.' He sent me to finalize the guest list."
She flipped through the folder, her finger pausing on one name.
"Dominic Thorne?"
She looked up. "You invited him? Isn't he in a straitjacket?"
"He’s been discharged."
She scoffed. "You’re too kind for your own good, Elena. But having a mental patient at the wedding? It’s tacky."
"Seraphina, tell me—is your confidence entirely based on Nate?"
"Of course!" She tilted her head, unapologetic. "As long as he’s at the top, so am I."
I didn't argue.
She threw the list back on the table and stood up. "Everything is set. It’s your big day tomorrow. Try not to mess it up."
I smiled. "I won't."
The morning of the wedding, Chicago was buried in a freak blizzard.
When Nate came to get me, he looked remarkably composed, as if he’d poured every last drop of his remaining strength into maintaining the facade for this one day.
Seraphina was already at the venue, wearing a pale gold gown, watching the arrivals with a smirk she couldn't hide.
I knew his plan.
I knew that when the priest asked, "Do you take this woman?" he was going to say no. He was going to bring Seraphina up and try to force me to hand over my veil to her in front of everyone. He wanted to humiliate me so thoroughly that I’d never show my face in this city again.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
I had bathed his broken body. I had massaged his legs. I had given up my future for his eyes. And this was the thanks I got.
The System whispered:
[Host, the ceremony starts in thirty minutes. Regression progress: 71%.]
[Dominic Thorne has arrived. Third row, left side.]
The music started.
I looked at Nate’s eyes one last time.
They were beautiful.
The officiant began the traditional rites.
"Nate Miller, do you take Elena to be your lawfully wedded wife?"
Nate began to look up, his lips parting.
"He doesn't."
The voice cut through the chapel like a blade.
The room went silent.
Dominic Thorne stood up. He looked at Nate with a cold, predatory focus, as if Nate were a product past its expiration date.
Nate’s brow twitched. "Dominic, you’re out of your mind."
"He’s not," I said.
My voice wasn't loud, but it carried to every corner of the room.
"He’s right. I don't."
Nate spun toward me. "Elena, do you have any idea what you’re—"
"What? Are you worried I’m ruining your little 'switch'?"
His face went pale. Seraphina stood up in the audience, her smug smile shattering.
"Oh, there’s something I forgot to tell you, Nate," I said softly.
I looked over at Dominic. He adjusted his suit and stepped into the aisle, his presence commanding the room. He looked like the king he was always meant to be.
Nate looked from me to Dominic, confusion clouding his face.
"Your eyes," I said, enunciating every word. "I bought them with the System. I did it so you could survive this story. I did it so you could stand here today."
"And now," I turned to the room of shocked socialites. "The story is over."
I took the first step away from him. My heels clicked firmly on the stone floor.
Behind me, a sound erupted—not from the crowd, but from the very air itself.
A digital, resonant chime that everyone could hear.
[Time Regression: Initiated.]
Nate’s face went white.
I looked at him and smiled. "Go back, Nate. Go enjoy your grilled cheese."